. Go

. Recently I downloaded the album Boys Like Girls -Love Drunk [2009]. Listened for a couple of days and found a song that is suitable to end my 2009 year, with the song, "Go"

. I pretty like its chorus, with the lyrics sound like this

Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on,
Don't look back just go.
Take a breath move along,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on,
You could spend your whole life holding on.

. For those who had a tough year, perhaps its time to get up and be strong
. There is no use staying in darkness, as time waits for no one
. Let it be gone, or you could spend your life holding on

. Although it would be hard, but you gotta give a fight and make things alright
. It is not gonna be easy
. It is gonna be hard
. and we know it is not always pretty
. But you gotta get up and go
. Don't spend your whole life holding on, ok?

. Forget about 2009, think of 2010
. That is where your happiness going to be
. Keep a little faith, and be strong
. And nothing will stop you from going far

. Bye2009, Hi2010

. Here we are, to the 2nd last week of the year 2009, where everything is still fresh in our mind
. I believe in my life, things do happen for a reason; there is no such thing as coincidence.
. We met peoples, said hi, goodbye, hugs and kisses. But which of them retained? footprints, yes. Only footprints

. Places tat we used to go frequently; it reminds me of you
. The food tat we used to eat often; it reminds me of you
. The words that we used to comfort each other; it reminds me of you
. There are simply too many things, and I aint bitching it here

. Only I would leave the bad memories behind, take the good ones; as if you were still afresh in mind
. Only vivid memories; faint whispering; and gentle touch

. G o o d b y e 2 0 0 9

. See ya in 2 0 1 0

. Unsheding the Skin

. Like reptiles, we, humans do shed skins from time to time, but mostly ended with the thicker and much polished skin; the matter of fact where we tend to protect ourselves with the future recurrent incidents

. Of course, the process involved aren't as complicated as compared with the Discovery programs that we've watched, but the feeling is still standing. Some get through it with grieve, others with weeping.

. At this point, it is the most vulnerable time where we are exposed to insignificant damage, accompanied by the birth of new skin, makes us even more stronger.

. 2 insomniac nights, bruised thumb, painful abs, and the ugly truth.

. goodbye, week 1 holiday

. Complain-less

. Guys are born with the trait in the genes that we do not complain much
. We just tend so sulk in everything that happened, and put those into past
. Born to be problem solver, so there is no time for sulking
. So we just tend to avoid problems, and take a step behind whenever involved into problem

. But as we grow up, we undergo environmental influences
. Where minor things, we made it big
. Bigger problems, we made it even larger
. As a result, we forget the old route that we were made
. Gossips, hatred feelings, etc; those are the feelings that we are not suppose to duel in

. As we grow up, we seldom share; no matter in what things, as in talk, or just relieving burdens, as we tend to cave inside our own world
. We are indeed different than women, as the ways we deal things, we deal it as solving the problems; by sharing the problems will not provide us any benefits
. So that's why we tend to withdraw ourselves whenever we are down
. Guess it applies to many guys out there, including me

. So we complain-less. Work-more and solve-more. Whose fault it is?

. List

. A camera

. this is the thing that top my list currently

. I am really desperate for a camera now, a DSLR

. Dear Santa, I've been a good boy this year, and you heard me now, so please deliver the big pack into my big socks I hang on my knob of my room :P

. Da Niu & Xiao Niu (Big & Small Cow)~ Story in Mand

Once upon a time, there lived 2 brothers:
elder one named "Da Niu" (Big Cow), younger one called "Xiao Niu" (Little Cow).

They were both English educated.
Da Niu was illiterate in chinese language while Xiao Niu
managed to write a few simple sentences.

A very pretty & sexy Chinese lady came to live opposite their flat.
Both brothers fell in love with the sexy lady, but they kept their
amorous desires to themselves.

Finally, Da Niu disclosed to Xiao Niu his lustful desire or this lady and
requested Xiao Niu to write her a love letter on his behalf.

Xiao Niu was very jealous & upset and tried to sabotage...
So Xiao Niu wrote a note to the lady:

"Da Niu Bi Jiao Lan" (Da Niu is lazier).

But to Xiao Niu's surprise, the lady was not disappointed
but instead she was so delighted when she saw the note
and immediately hooked herself to Da Niu.

Guess what ????
The lady has read the sentence from right to left!

. The Least I can Do

. Countdown to exams: 1 more day (sunday)

. Parents paid me a surprise visit to SP today, where to the extend they took the public transport from Butterworth to SP just to check on their lil boy. Well, if compared to previous times, I would rather be scared to see them here in SP, on what basis I would ask them on their visit, but non this time, and ever again in future.

. I think I've able to understand the love that a parents showered to their children; no matter in what conditions, they will try to provide the best for their kids. And I am one of the fortunate kids around this world, where my parents will take the initiative to travel by themselves, just to see me. I was unable to go back to Pg, because I'm busy preparing for my coming Finals, or I should be doing so anyway instead of procrastinating.

. They called me when they board the bus in Butterworth; mom said it was a sudden decision made by my dad to travel in bus, as normally they would ask my sister to fetch them. I was surprised, really surprised and at the same time, abit mad of my sister, on why she did not insist to fetch them over. Then my mom explained to me why, then only I decided not to call and 'cuci' my sister.

. Although the journey from Butterworth to SP is not far, merely an hour, but for me I feel that it meant alot to me. My dear mom and dad weren't still as young as ever; dad's reaching 60 next year, and mom is 6years younger than my dad. So basically I would not prefer them to go anywhere without me or my sister, if the journey is long. That's explain why i was abit mad of my sister earlier.

. So after they called to inform me that they had boarded the bus, I roughly estimated the arrival time and I want to reach the terminal earlier, as not to let my parents wait for me. I have this tendency to be early at all occasions, and furthermore this is my parents coming here; sure got to be me waiting for them.

. They arrived not long after I've reach there. From far, the scenes of them walking to me, smiling, was priceless. I quickly bring them to some shades area, as the scorching sun of the midday is unbearable. Then I took them for lunch, visited the new Tesco in SP, do some groceries shopping in Tesco and then send them back to bus station.

. Although their time in SP was not long, just merely a few hours, but for me, it meant alot. Mom was worried about my exams, and say I looked so pale and need to eat more and rest more and blablabla. Normal gestures la whenever I see her. But those were sweet moments that I share with my mom. I definitely miss her nuisance blablabla nonstop whenever I do not get to see her often. For my dad, he said I looked like lost weight. I just smiled.

. For your information, I am closer to mom, compared to dad. This is matter of fact that my dad was the silent type; he'll just appear whenever there is a problem. Other than that, he will talk less. So all the talking is done by my mom. She will take care of everyone in the family, especially me :P

. I know this post is so random. But I want to tell to parents loudly,

I LOVE YOU, MOM AND DAD. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU'VE DONE FOR ME.

. Thanks dad for the financial support, and everything that you have provided for me. I know you have left not much for yourself, and I promise I will take care of you in future.

. Thanks mom for those emotional support. And all the little things that you have done for me. Although you like to grumble and nag, and I do not like it, I still love you endlessly. Muacks